之前病了.差唔多好番既時候host parents逼我去睇醫生:(

好唔gur個陣.不斷埋怨..睇左107蚊美金洗哂我我所有1月既錢..好唔開心..然後仲要多48蚊藥錢..host aunt借了俾我..

後來記得自己祈禱既時候..先見到自己一直係過程裡面都冇望過神一眼.只係睇住自己銀包.睇住媽咪爸爸.睇住host family有幾唔好..

我祈禱叫神俾多一次機會我學係唔開心既時候識得讚美佢..但係唔好係病喇.

呢個星期2,host mom問我complete哂d藥未..我話未.佢問我點解.我話..因為..d藥搞到好眼瞓.佢話幾多人幾多次叫你要食哂.然後黑面..

個個我聽緊晨禱..無理佢繼續睇..

然後host dad打黎..好嬲咁話you disobey me you lied to me. im very disappointed to you.......etC既野..

然後佢話要罰我..收我電話電腦唔準睇電視..然後我話可唔可以俾我聽埋晨禱先..佢話唔得要依家收..

好唔開心..忍住淚心諗佢痴線白痴無聊低b.講個咁小既大話又傷唔到佢.更何況係因為媽咪叫我唔好食藥我先講大話..好多負面..

講完呢堆野..用左約30秒既時間冷靜..然後好難地講左一句哈利路亞!

然後繼續睇晨禱..但係真係好唔開心.我就又一次幾度既氣溫下行左出去大喊..

一路流住眼淚一路寫俾人收左電話有咩好..寫讚美既說話..

最感恩既係..今次..我終於可以係唔開心既時候讚美神!

想到呢點..我就起身狂敬拜..

然後笑住咁行番入間屋:)

感謝主..感謝主..

In Georgia:)

enjoy to hang with host cousins:)!

they are kind and nice and fun:)

family meeting yesterday..

that made me nervous:S

but it passed:)

all the best right now:)

spent 182USD yesterday:S

all of my money:S:S

but i really enjoy shopping haha!!

remember the last shop that i really love...

the boss is a Christian..:)

her/his designs are really really good!!

and a lot of bible christian stuff inside the shop that was really really good!!

and outside... that signs.. what will happen when fashion and faith go together..

attracted me went in:)

bless that shop and hope hk has a lot of this kind of shop:)

坦白講..其實係呢到又點會冇鍾意既人丫..不嬲都鍾意男仔大隻:'(

要頂住!

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其實成日都問自己敬拜對我黎講係咩呢...?

不停咁提自己..敬拜係咩係咩....咩咩咩..

亦都有問神..點解我咩都唔係.nothing but he puts me on the stage?俾我有幸係台上面敬拜佢甚至俾機會我帶敬拜呢..?

我明白一點點..

....

可能下年會係美國..

如果真係留係呢到既話...好希望仲有機會帶敬拜.帶人到神面前.將神既同在帶下..

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其實下年留係到定係番香港都冇所謂.

兩邊我都愛..

不過唔知點解:s其實都好想係出黎做野之前..多d時間陪阿婆..

乜料咁孝順:phaha!

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就到聖誕:)!

唔小心過左數去master card到:'(冇cash用.慳d洗:p

然後買左個電子相架俾host parents.wii game俾host sisters..

好貴:s都成千蚊了..有d愧對爸媽tim.從來都冇買過d咁貴既野..

可惜係到真係有錢洗唔哂......冇掟洗:s

阿婆打黎話想俾2000蚊我..我話..千其唔好:s!

我超級夠洗:s!唔好再俾錢我..:s

感謝主我一樣都不缺!:)